Ok, I seriously want another child or two. I really do. I am sure, despite having to start all over buying baby things. The only thing we still have is a crib. We have a 5 and a 7 year old and I never intended to wait this long to have the 3rd or 4th. I don't mind having 2 am feedings again, poopy diapers or potty training. I feel in my heart my family isn't complete yet. People don't quite understand that sometimes, especially when I have a boy and a girl and it's still one parent per child. I love kids and want to have them running around for a while longer. I am still a little sad that my last pregnancy test was negative. I have already had to wait so long. So many families around us have 4 or 5 kids and there are pregnant woman around me everywhere to remind me how badly I want another one. Even my kids are anxious to have a new brother or sister. It's sooo hard to wait on God's timing, but I knew he has a reason. I just really hate having that empty feeling. Some days I feel consumed by wondering thoughts of another child. I guess I will continue to pray about it and be thankful for the 2 God has given me.
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